Post by Willie Barbary on Dec 3, 2008 2:08:57 GMT -5
“Ugh! That’s it!” Willie tromped out of the bathroom of her and Miller’s bunk aboard the Plunder, where she had just gotten sick for what seemed like the twentieth straight day in a row, scowling.
Her boyfriend sat at the small table, shirtless, one bare foot propped up on another chair while he carefully sharpened, cleaned and examined an enormous array of blades laid out in front of him. The dark-haired former Mamba didn’t look up from his work at her furious screech, merely continued oiling down one of what looked to be over a hundred hiltless, deadly throwing knives.
“What’s the matter, Willie,” he murmured calmly. Which grated like sand-paper over her already shortened nerve-endings.
“I’m sick and tired of throwing up, that’s what’s wrong!” she snarled. Then she suddenly held up one of her hands—going from spitting mad to depressed in seconds—lip quivering and gray eyes flooding with tears as it revealed her left pointer nail much, much shorter than the others. “And I broke a goddamned nail!” she wailed pitiably then.
Miller sighed, glancing up at that, dark eyes sympathetic but his expression as neutral as always. “Why don’t you go ahead and go see Dr. Reyes? I called ahead while you were in the bathroom. She says she’s not busy right now, she’d be more than happy to give you an exam to see what’s wrong.”
Willie pouted, shuffling forward. Miller set his knives aside just in time to make room for the curvy pilot, who crawled up somewhat unceremoniously into his lap. Yet he wrapped his strong arms around her anyway, nuzzling her hair when she buried her face into his neck and continued to sniffle in depressed melancholy.
“I hate medical exams,” she mumbled petulantly. Miller sighed again, arms tightening.
“You’ve been sick for weeks, Willie,” he prodded gently. “It’s not going away. It’s not just a flu bug, or something bad you ate. Something’s wrong, and you’re not going to get any better until you go see Dr. Reyes and let her check you out.” He hesitated for a minute, continuing to pet her golden-brown curls, then, “would it help if I went with you?”
Willie snorted at that, however, scowling. That’s just what she needed Dagger Leopold overhearing; that she was scared to go get a physical by herself. The former bounty-hunter sneered enough down her nose at the pilot as it was. “I’m not five,” she snapped, perhaps a little more harsh than she really meant, but as usual Miller refused to take offense to it.
Willie continued to cuddle into his front for several minutes, putting it off for as long as she could. Miller continued to hold her silently but, even though he didn’t say a word, she still felt her guilt increase with every minute that passed. Until the tiny woman finally got off of her boyfriend with a groan. “Alright, alright! I’m going! I’m going! Stop nagging me, already! I swear, you’re worse than my mother!”
Miller just twitched an eyebrow with a faint smirk before shaking his head and reaching for his knives again.
Willie sighed heavily as she dragged her feet out of their bunk and down the hall toward the med-bay. The small curvy woman’s entire demeanor was dejected and slumped over as she walked, catching more than one curious stare from the various pirates moving to and fro around her—though none wanted to risk her recent short temper enough to ask her what was wrong. In due time she had made it to the dreaded medical bay, and after another deep fortifying breath she stepped through the automatic doors.
The tall, statuesque Doctor Andromeda Reyes turned from where she was already standing next to her state-of-the-art DSI, a computer tablet in her hands. The half-Latina woman smiled comfortingly in a clearly nervous Willie’s direction.
“Ah, Ms. Barbary. Please, come in. Mr. Miller already called ahead and told me that you would be coming.” The pilot did as she was told, shoulders drooped. The doctor eyed her sympathetically. “Go ahead and get settled up here, and tell me what symptoms you’ve been having.”
Willie used the step stool near by to get up onto the large scanning machine, wincing as she laid back into the form-fitting blue foam examination bed. “I’ve been getting sick at least once a day, every day for the past month it seems,” she pronounced heavily, blinking up at the bright lights above her. Dr. Reyes handed her tablet over to the lavender-haired android that had become her assistant/nurse, and the pilot tensed as the older woman began tapping out directions into the DSI’s control panel. “Ah . . . I-I . . . I’ve also been really tired, too,” Willie continued uncomfortably. “I feel exhausted all the time, even though I’m getting plenty of sleep. Hell, I’ve even started taking naps during the day, but they don’t seem to be helping any.”
The doctor ‘hm-med’ softly to herself, sounding intrigued. Which, for someone in Willie’s current position, wasn’t necessarily a good thing. Dr. Reyes punched a few more buttons, and suddenly a holographic image of herself was projected about two feet above her. After a moment, the clothes were shed, then the skin, followed by the muscle until all that remained were her bones, veins and organs. Willie made a face, slightly grossed out.
The doctor however suddenly blinked, golden eyes widening. She glanced from the image down to the computer display in front of her, then back to the hologram. “Huh. Well. This one’s new.”
Willie turned to stare at her with wide eyes, dread filling her. “What in the hell do you mean, ‘this is new?’ Don’t tell me I’ve got some crazy, bad-ass incurable disease or gigantic tumor or something!”
Doctor Reyes laughed at that, shaking her head. “No, Ms. Barbary. Nothing like that. You do have an . . . ‘infection’ of a sort. But it’s one that will work itself out in about seven months’ time.” At Willie’s continued look of flabbergasted confusion, the doctor finally took pity on her and sighed. “You’re not sick, Willie,” she murmured kindly. “Just pregnant.”
The curvy woman stared at Dr. Reyes for a solid minute, unblinking. “I’m what?”
“Pregnant,” the older woman parroted obliviously, smiling. “About two and a half months along, if this scanner is reading correctly. I must admit it’s a bit of a shock to me as well, as we’ve never had this particular condition come up on the ship before, as you can imagine. Though it’s rather exciting as well. I’ve never delivered any babies before, so I’ll have to do a bit of research on the subject, of course. As well as a thorough study of everything you’ll need in the interim, vitamin supplements and whatnot—Willie, are you alright?”
The pilot’s hazel-brown skin had gone a shade too pale, gray eyes widened to their limits, beginning to pant a little in abject shock and dread. “H-how is that even possible!” she sputtered in a near-hysterical wail. “I can’t be pregnant! I can’t!”
The doctor winced a little, her expression becoming a mix between sympathetic and bland. “Ah, I imagine you very well can be, if the amount of lost sleep on your side of the ship is any indication. Neither you or Mr. Miller approached me concerning birth control, so I assumed you had either taken care of it on the Cove or weren’t interested in such precautions.”
Willie gaped, then groaned long and loudly, covering her face with her hands. She hadn’t sought out any form of birth control because it hadn’t occurred to her to think it was necessary. Military vessels constantly pumped out an airborne form of it into the air recyclers, as well as included healthy doses into the food. She had been so long on the government-rationed variety that it hadn’t even occurred to her that she would need to do otherwise. Yet she and Miller had both been off a military ship for nearly three months now. Plenty of time for any one of their frequent bouts of sex to have produced a kid.
The curvy pilot started shaking a little then, slipping into full-on shock. Oh God, I’m pregnant. I’m an outlaw pirate and I’m pregnant. Oh God.
Willie tensed a little when the doctor suddenly put her hand on her shoulder. She glanced up to meet the older woman’s uncertain stare. “I’m sorry, Willie. I just assumed that this would be happy news. If . . . if you don’t want the baby, however, there are measures that can be taken to rid your body of the fetus. It hasn’t developed enough yet for that to be a danger, though it will have to be done soon if that’s what you want to do.”
As much of a complication as this was going to be, Willie’s heart and mind immediately rebelled violently at the thought of having an abortion, so she quickly shook her head. “No, I don’t want to get rid of it,” she forced out. “I just . . . I need time to think.”
The doctor nodded in agreement. “Rest here for a moment. Katy and I will start pulling up some information and see what needs to be done and what we can do for you right now with the supplies we have on hand.”
Willie laid back on the bed and did her best to calm down and think rationally while Dr. Reyes and the lavender-haired android turned away and began pouring over computer tablets. She blinked up at the lights above her through the tears that were suddenly flooding her vision. And no doubt her overly emotional state was probably due to the out-of-whack hormones she now knew were raging through her system, too. This and other, more subtle symptoms suddenly began making sense as well. How her breasts seemed so much more sensitive of late, and even a little bigger, and the random hot flashes she’d been having the past few days.
Willie combed her hands into her hair, breath hitching. Oh God, what am I gonna tell Miller?
While it was true, her ex-Mamba boyfriend was pretty much calm and collected about everything, she had to believe that finding out he was about to be a father would have at least some sort of effect on him. What if it was an adverse one? She couldn’t imagine that having a baby this early into the game was in any way part of his plans. They hadn’t even been dating a year. Hell, they’d barely been dating for five months. Now all of a sudden she was pregnant.
Fang would be ecstatic, though. That thought made Willie smile, despite the fear and depression trying to take her over. At least one person would be unabashedly happy about this unexpected turn of events.
After a moment Dr. Reyes returned. She gave Willie a series of shots—something to boost her immune system as well as strengthen her after being so ill. She also gave the pilot what vitamins and supplements she had on hand, but mentioned that they would have to buy several other items the next time they hit a port. As the ship just wasn’t stocked with the sort of things needed for proper prenatal care, which Willie would need in the coming months if she and the baby were to be kept healthy.
“I’m also ordering you off of active duty for the remainder of your pregnancy,” the doctor announced sternly, tone broking no argument when Willie opened her mouth to protest. “No combat under any circumstances. Any type of trauma could endanger the baby. I’ll speak to the Captain myself later today to make sure she’s aware of the changes.”
Willie sighed loudly, but finally accepted it with a nod. She left then, with a promise to come back in a few days for another check-up. The pilot made her way back to her bunk even slower than she’d left it, her mind and heart in turmoil. By the time she finally arrived, she’d run the gamut of emotions; from fear to depression to elation to fury.
Unable to properly process them all, she opened her mouth and let loose a barrage of angry accusations as soon as she put her foot through the door and saw Miller—still sitting where she’d left him. He eyed her in faint surprise, expression as calm as always. He remained silent as she paced back and forth, calling him everything but an upright, walking, white male human being, dragging his lineage into the mud and stomping on it vengefully. She had just started good on cursing his distant ancestors for yellow-bellied, neo-Nazi murderers when he finally managed to get a word in edgewise, when she’d paused to take in a deep breath.
“So what did the doctor say?”
Willie spun on him, letting out a small screech of fury. “I’m pregnant, you inconsiderate prick!” And then she drew up at that with a jerk, eyes widening, suddenly terrified of what his reaction would be.
Miller just blinked his dark eyes at her, looking somewhat stunned for a moment. Then his eyebrows lifted curiously. “Is it a boy or a girl?”
Willie made a noise of frustration, throwing her hands up. “How in the hell should I know! You have to be like four or five months along before you know that! Doctor Reyes says I’m probably about two and a half—wait a minute,” she suddenly cut herself off, eyes narrowing and jabbing a nail in his direction. “Why aren’t you any more freaked out about this?”
Miller sighed a little blandly at that, rolling his eyes slightly. “Willie, when have you ever known me to get freaked out about anything?”
Willie’s temper ignited again at that, however, scowling furiously. “Well excuse me for thinking that finding out you’re about to be a father might actually stir some kind of reaction out of your cold, unfeeling ass!”
Miller didn’t seem to react much to that either. Merely glanced away a little, as if lost in thought. “Are you going to want to keep it?” he questioned then, tone musing. “Because if so, we’re going to need to ask the Captain for a bigger bunk.”
Willie just gaped at him, hurt beyond measure. “Oh my God! Miller! I can’t believe you’d even say that!” He turned back to her then, looking even more surprised at the tears suddenly flooding her eyes. “Of course I’m going to keep it, what kind of heartless bitch do you take me for?! That was cold even for you, Randolph!” Willie tossed out his first name then, feeling especially vindictive.
Miller grimaced somewhat at that, but simply refused to lose his calm. Instead he got to his feet and loped over to her, reaching up to rub her shoulders whether she liked it or not, seemingly ignoring the way she was angrily trying to squirm away from him. “Relax, sweetie,” he murmured softly. “I’m just trying to figure out what we’re gonna do next, is all.”
Willie shot him a narrow-eyed glare. “What are we gonna do? What are we gonna do! You wanna know what we’re gonna do? I’ll tell you what I’m gonna do! I’m gonna—,” She suddenly stopped mid-sentence, eyes going wide. Her hand flew to her mouth as her sensitive stomach suddenly heaved in protest. “Oh God, I think I’m gonna be sick again.”
Her stomach heaved again, and Willie turned on her heel, pelting for the bathroom. She fell to her knees in front of the toilette just in time to empty out what little was left in her. Miller was suddenly beside her, however, as she retched somewhat pitiably. Kneeling next to her, rubbing her back, brushing her curly hair back from her face and murmuring soft nonsense meant to soothe.
He held up a hand towel when she finally sat back, helping her clean up, and grabbed a cup of water so she could rinse her mouth out as well. And then Willie was curling into his chest with a broken sob, her arms wrapped tight around his middle. Miller just held her, as calm and nonjudgmental as ever, his cheek rubbing into her hair. “We’re going to be okay, Willie,” he murmured softly into her curls, arms tightening. “I promise.”
She cuddled closer with a heavy sigh, eyes squeezing shut. “But what are we gonna do now?” She felt him shrug.
“Take it one day at a time. I don’t have any more answers than you do, sweetheart. But I do know that I love you. And I’ll love this baby, too. We’re safe, and we’re together, and that’s all that really matters, right? Everything else is just minor details.”
Willie laughed a little through her tears, but his words soothed her as much as his touch did. She lifted up a little so she could look up at him, finding his expression soft and tender, brown eyes lit up with the same. “You really sure you’re okay with this? I mean . . . I know you didn’t necessarily plan on things happening quite like this—,”
The curvy pilot was cut off with a kiss, as passionate as it was sweet. “I might have wanted to wait a little while longer,” he admitted when he pulled away after a moment, “until things were less uncertain.” Miller stared down at her then, dark eyes suddenly fierce and intent. “But there isn’t anything I don’t love about the idea of you having my baby, Willie,” he growled, tone gone somewhat hoarse with emotion and a touch of something else.
And there was that cave-man possessive streak that drove her wild. Willie had heard it told that being pregnant made a woman more horny too. At least, that’s what she blamed it on when she suddenly pounced on him at that, her nails fisting into his dark hair while she kissed him deep and hungrily. Miller returned her affection ten-fold, a soft, hoarse groan tearing from his chest when he scooped her up and then carried her back into the main room.
For once their lovemaking was a lot less rough and hurried than it usually was. Instead it was achingly slow and gentle, so hot and sweet it stole her breath more than once. Either from the emotions running rampant in the both of them, or some unspoken fear of hurting the baby, the exact reason was uncertain. In any event Willie was boneless and exhausted by the end, curled up into Miller’s chest as he held her in the tangled covers.
A faint smile pulled at her mouth when one of his hands suddenly rubbed across her still-flat belly beneath the sheets, gently caressing. “Do you want a boy or a girl?” She felt him shrug a little in response.
“I don’t care,” he answered, “so long as it’s ours.” Willie snorted at that, as she had anticipated that sort of noncommittal answer, though the second half of it had her heart squeezing. She sighed, herself.
“I hope it’s a boy. I always got along with boys better than girls,” she admitted in way of an explanation. “And we have to name him something normal,” the pilot pronounced then rather forcefully, scowling. “Nothing like this off-the-wall bullshit our parents were enamored with. Something tried and true. Maybe even a little boring. Like John or David or James or Stephen or something.” Miller just chuckled, planting an affectionate kiss into her hair. Willie groaned a little then, eyes squeezing. “Oh God, now I gotta work up the nerve to tell my parents. They’re gonna flip out.”
Miller was silent for a minute, then, “well maybe we should tell them in person?” Willie lifted her head to stare at him and his eyebrow lifted slightly. “You could call your parents and tell them to meet us on Earth, or something. It would only take us a few days to get there from here if we took the shuttle. If we used some of the less-traveled shipping lanes, I think we’d be okay. We could meet with my parents first to give them the news, and then meet with your parents somewhere inconspicuous and public, to break it to them. Maybe over dinner or something. And then meet back up with the Plunder afterward.”
Willie just snorted a little, cuddling her face back into his chest. “That’s a great way to meet the parents of your significant other,” she droned somewhat dryly. “Hi, nice to meet you! I love your son and, oh, by the way, I’m pregnant and I’m gonna be having his kid any day now. Pass the salt, would you?”
Miller just shook his head a little, smiling wryly at her blunt humor. Then he sighed a little. My mother's response would be to be disappointed by the lack of a ring on your finger, and my father would give me a stern lecture about responsibility. Other than that, they’ll adore you.”
Willie chuckled a little herself. “Yeah, my mom’s probably going to be throwing out the ‘so when are you getting married’ question pretty heavy herself,” she admitted heavily. The idea of marriage was just as monumental and scary as the thought of having a baby, however. One thing at a time, Willie decided somewhat shakily, resolving not to dwell on it for now. “My dad’ll probably try and convince me to come back to Mars with him,” she continued blandly. “Again.”
Miller’s expression went carefully blank. “I'll just have to show him how safe you are with me,” he said casually, but that possessive look in his eye was no joke. Willie just sighed at that, cuddling back into his chest.
Nicholas Barbary hated the idea of his only daughter traipsing around the system with an ex-Mamba pirate, and when he found out she was pregnant he was likely going to become ten-times more ridiculous with his attempts to try and convince her to come back home. Which Miller—with as protective and possessive as he was—wouldn’t take kindly to at all.
Willie had a sneaking suspicion that this whole situation was going to get a lot worse before it got any better.
Her boyfriend sat at the small table, shirtless, one bare foot propped up on another chair while he carefully sharpened, cleaned and examined an enormous array of blades laid out in front of him. The dark-haired former Mamba didn’t look up from his work at her furious screech, merely continued oiling down one of what looked to be over a hundred hiltless, deadly throwing knives.
“What’s the matter, Willie,” he murmured calmly. Which grated like sand-paper over her already shortened nerve-endings.
“I’m sick and tired of throwing up, that’s what’s wrong!” she snarled. Then she suddenly held up one of her hands—going from spitting mad to depressed in seconds—lip quivering and gray eyes flooding with tears as it revealed her left pointer nail much, much shorter than the others. “And I broke a goddamned nail!” she wailed pitiably then.
Miller sighed, glancing up at that, dark eyes sympathetic but his expression as neutral as always. “Why don’t you go ahead and go see Dr. Reyes? I called ahead while you were in the bathroom. She says she’s not busy right now, she’d be more than happy to give you an exam to see what’s wrong.”
Willie pouted, shuffling forward. Miller set his knives aside just in time to make room for the curvy pilot, who crawled up somewhat unceremoniously into his lap. Yet he wrapped his strong arms around her anyway, nuzzling her hair when she buried her face into his neck and continued to sniffle in depressed melancholy.
“I hate medical exams,” she mumbled petulantly. Miller sighed again, arms tightening.
“You’ve been sick for weeks, Willie,” he prodded gently. “It’s not going away. It’s not just a flu bug, or something bad you ate. Something’s wrong, and you’re not going to get any better until you go see Dr. Reyes and let her check you out.” He hesitated for a minute, continuing to pet her golden-brown curls, then, “would it help if I went with you?”
Willie snorted at that, however, scowling. That’s just what she needed Dagger Leopold overhearing; that she was scared to go get a physical by herself. The former bounty-hunter sneered enough down her nose at the pilot as it was. “I’m not five,” she snapped, perhaps a little more harsh than she really meant, but as usual Miller refused to take offense to it.
Willie continued to cuddle into his front for several minutes, putting it off for as long as she could. Miller continued to hold her silently but, even though he didn’t say a word, she still felt her guilt increase with every minute that passed. Until the tiny woman finally got off of her boyfriend with a groan. “Alright, alright! I’m going! I’m going! Stop nagging me, already! I swear, you’re worse than my mother!”
Miller just twitched an eyebrow with a faint smirk before shaking his head and reaching for his knives again.
Willie sighed heavily as she dragged her feet out of their bunk and down the hall toward the med-bay. The small curvy woman’s entire demeanor was dejected and slumped over as she walked, catching more than one curious stare from the various pirates moving to and fro around her—though none wanted to risk her recent short temper enough to ask her what was wrong. In due time she had made it to the dreaded medical bay, and after another deep fortifying breath she stepped through the automatic doors.
The tall, statuesque Doctor Andromeda Reyes turned from where she was already standing next to her state-of-the-art DSI, a computer tablet in her hands. The half-Latina woman smiled comfortingly in a clearly nervous Willie’s direction.
“Ah, Ms. Barbary. Please, come in. Mr. Miller already called ahead and told me that you would be coming.” The pilot did as she was told, shoulders drooped. The doctor eyed her sympathetically. “Go ahead and get settled up here, and tell me what symptoms you’ve been having.”
Willie used the step stool near by to get up onto the large scanning machine, wincing as she laid back into the form-fitting blue foam examination bed. “I’ve been getting sick at least once a day, every day for the past month it seems,” she pronounced heavily, blinking up at the bright lights above her. Dr. Reyes handed her tablet over to the lavender-haired android that had become her assistant/nurse, and the pilot tensed as the older woman began tapping out directions into the DSI’s control panel. “Ah . . . I-I . . . I’ve also been really tired, too,” Willie continued uncomfortably. “I feel exhausted all the time, even though I’m getting plenty of sleep. Hell, I’ve even started taking naps during the day, but they don’t seem to be helping any.”
The doctor ‘hm-med’ softly to herself, sounding intrigued. Which, for someone in Willie’s current position, wasn’t necessarily a good thing. Dr. Reyes punched a few more buttons, and suddenly a holographic image of herself was projected about two feet above her. After a moment, the clothes were shed, then the skin, followed by the muscle until all that remained were her bones, veins and organs. Willie made a face, slightly grossed out.
The doctor however suddenly blinked, golden eyes widening. She glanced from the image down to the computer display in front of her, then back to the hologram. “Huh. Well. This one’s new.”
Willie turned to stare at her with wide eyes, dread filling her. “What in the hell do you mean, ‘this is new?’ Don’t tell me I’ve got some crazy, bad-ass incurable disease or gigantic tumor or something!”
Doctor Reyes laughed at that, shaking her head. “No, Ms. Barbary. Nothing like that. You do have an . . . ‘infection’ of a sort. But it’s one that will work itself out in about seven months’ time.” At Willie’s continued look of flabbergasted confusion, the doctor finally took pity on her and sighed. “You’re not sick, Willie,” she murmured kindly. “Just pregnant.”
The curvy woman stared at Dr. Reyes for a solid minute, unblinking. “I’m what?”
“Pregnant,” the older woman parroted obliviously, smiling. “About two and a half months along, if this scanner is reading correctly. I must admit it’s a bit of a shock to me as well, as we’ve never had this particular condition come up on the ship before, as you can imagine. Though it’s rather exciting as well. I’ve never delivered any babies before, so I’ll have to do a bit of research on the subject, of course. As well as a thorough study of everything you’ll need in the interim, vitamin supplements and whatnot—Willie, are you alright?”
The pilot’s hazel-brown skin had gone a shade too pale, gray eyes widened to their limits, beginning to pant a little in abject shock and dread. “H-how is that even possible!” she sputtered in a near-hysterical wail. “I can’t be pregnant! I can’t!”
The doctor winced a little, her expression becoming a mix between sympathetic and bland. “Ah, I imagine you very well can be, if the amount of lost sleep on your side of the ship is any indication. Neither you or Mr. Miller approached me concerning birth control, so I assumed you had either taken care of it on the Cove or weren’t interested in such precautions.”
Willie gaped, then groaned long and loudly, covering her face with her hands. She hadn’t sought out any form of birth control because it hadn’t occurred to her to think it was necessary. Military vessels constantly pumped out an airborne form of it into the air recyclers, as well as included healthy doses into the food. She had been so long on the government-rationed variety that it hadn’t even occurred to her that she would need to do otherwise. Yet she and Miller had both been off a military ship for nearly three months now. Plenty of time for any one of their frequent bouts of sex to have produced a kid.
The curvy pilot started shaking a little then, slipping into full-on shock. Oh God, I’m pregnant. I’m an outlaw pirate and I’m pregnant. Oh God.
Willie tensed a little when the doctor suddenly put her hand on her shoulder. She glanced up to meet the older woman’s uncertain stare. “I’m sorry, Willie. I just assumed that this would be happy news. If . . . if you don’t want the baby, however, there are measures that can be taken to rid your body of the fetus. It hasn’t developed enough yet for that to be a danger, though it will have to be done soon if that’s what you want to do.”
As much of a complication as this was going to be, Willie’s heart and mind immediately rebelled violently at the thought of having an abortion, so she quickly shook her head. “No, I don’t want to get rid of it,” she forced out. “I just . . . I need time to think.”
The doctor nodded in agreement. “Rest here for a moment. Katy and I will start pulling up some information and see what needs to be done and what we can do for you right now with the supplies we have on hand.”
Willie laid back on the bed and did her best to calm down and think rationally while Dr. Reyes and the lavender-haired android turned away and began pouring over computer tablets. She blinked up at the lights above her through the tears that were suddenly flooding her vision. And no doubt her overly emotional state was probably due to the out-of-whack hormones she now knew were raging through her system, too. This and other, more subtle symptoms suddenly began making sense as well. How her breasts seemed so much more sensitive of late, and even a little bigger, and the random hot flashes she’d been having the past few days.
Willie combed her hands into her hair, breath hitching. Oh God, what am I gonna tell Miller?
While it was true, her ex-Mamba boyfriend was pretty much calm and collected about everything, she had to believe that finding out he was about to be a father would have at least some sort of effect on him. What if it was an adverse one? She couldn’t imagine that having a baby this early into the game was in any way part of his plans. They hadn’t even been dating a year. Hell, they’d barely been dating for five months. Now all of a sudden she was pregnant.
Fang would be ecstatic, though. That thought made Willie smile, despite the fear and depression trying to take her over. At least one person would be unabashedly happy about this unexpected turn of events.
After a moment Dr. Reyes returned. She gave Willie a series of shots—something to boost her immune system as well as strengthen her after being so ill. She also gave the pilot what vitamins and supplements she had on hand, but mentioned that they would have to buy several other items the next time they hit a port. As the ship just wasn’t stocked with the sort of things needed for proper prenatal care, which Willie would need in the coming months if she and the baby were to be kept healthy.
“I’m also ordering you off of active duty for the remainder of your pregnancy,” the doctor announced sternly, tone broking no argument when Willie opened her mouth to protest. “No combat under any circumstances. Any type of trauma could endanger the baby. I’ll speak to the Captain myself later today to make sure she’s aware of the changes.”
Willie sighed loudly, but finally accepted it with a nod. She left then, with a promise to come back in a few days for another check-up. The pilot made her way back to her bunk even slower than she’d left it, her mind and heart in turmoil. By the time she finally arrived, she’d run the gamut of emotions; from fear to depression to elation to fury.
Unable to properly process them all, she opened her mouth and let loose a barrage of angry accusations as soon as she put her foot through the door and saw Miller—still sitting where she’d left him. He eyed her in faint surprise, expression as calm as always. He remained silent as she paced back and forth, calling him everything but an upright, walking, white male human being, dragging his lineage into the mud and stomping on it vengefully. She had just started good on cursing his distant ancestors for yellow-bellied, neo-Nazi murderers when he finally managed to get a word in edgewise, when she’d paused to take in a deep breath.
“So what did the doctor say?”
Willie spun on him, letting out a small screech of fury. “I’m pregnant, you inconsiderate prick!” And then she drew up at that with a jerk, eyes widening, suddenly terrified of what his reaction would be.
Miller just blinked his dark eyes at her, looking somewhat stunned for a moment. Then his eyebrows lifted curiously. “Is it a boy or a girl?”
Willie made a noise of frustration, throwing her hands up. “How in the hell should I know! You have to be like four or five months along before you know that! Doctor Reyes says I’m probably about two and a half—wait a minute,” she suddenly cut herself off, eyes narrowing and jabbing a nail in his direction. “Why aren’t you any more freaked out about this?”
Miller sighed a little blandly at that, rolling his eyes slightly. “Willie, when have you ever known me to get freaked out about anything?”
Willie’s temper ignited again at that, however, scowling furiously. “Well excuse me for thinking that finding out you’re about to be a father might actually stir some kind of reaction out of your cold, unfeeling ass!”
Miller didn’t seem to react much to that either. Merely glanced away a little, as if lost in thought. “Are you going to want to keep it?” he questioned then, tone musing. “Because if so, we’re going to need to ask the Captain for a bigger bunk.”
Willie just gaped at him, hurt beyond measure. “Oh my God! Miller! I can’t believe you’d even say that!” He turned back to her then, looking even more surprised at the tears suddenly flooding her eyes. “Of course I’m going to keep it, what kind of heartless bitch do you take me for?! That was cold even for you, Randolph!” Willie tossed out his first name then, feeling especially vindictive.
Miller grimaced somewhat at that, but simply refused to lose his calm. Instead he got to his feet and loped over to her, reaching up to rub her shoulders whether she liked it or not, seemingly ignoring the way she was angrily trying to squirm away from him. “Relax, sweetie,” he murmured softly. “I’m just trying to figure out what we’re gonna do next, is all.”
Willie shot him a narrow-eyed glare. “What are we gonna do? What are we gonna do! You wanna know what we’re gonna do? I’ll tell you what I’m gonna do! I’m gonna—,” She suddenly stopped mid-sentence, eyes going wide. Her hand flew to her mouth as her sensitive stomach suddenly heaved in protest. “Oh God, I think I’m gonna be sick again.”
Her stomach heaved again, and Willie turned on her heel, pelting for the bathroom. She fell to her knees in front of the toilette just in time to empty out what little was left in her. Miller was suddenly beside her, however, as she retched somewhat pitiably. Kneeling next to her, rubbing her back, brushing her curly hair back from her face and murmuring soft nonsense meant to soothe.
He held up a hand towel when she finally sat back, helping her clean up, and grabbed a cup of water so she could rinse her mouth out as well. And then Willie was curling into his chest with a broken sob, her arms wrapped tight around his middle. Miller just held her, as calm and nonjudgmental as ever, his cheek rubbing into her hair. “We’re going to be okay, Willie,” he murmured softly into her curls, arms tightening. “I promise.”
She cuddled closer with a heavy sigh, eyes squeezing shut. “But what are we gonna do now?” She felt him shrug.
“Take it one day at a time. I don’t have any more answers than you do, sweetheart. But I do know that I love you. And I’ll love this baby, too. We’re safe, and we’re together, and that’s all that really matters, right? Everything else is just minor details.”
Willie laughed a little through her tears, but his words soothed her as much as his touch did. She lifted up a little so she could look up at him, finding his expression soft and tender, brown eyes lit up with the same. “You really sure you’re okay with this? I mean . . . I know you didn’t necessarily plan on things happening quite like this—,”
The curvy pilot was cut off with a kiss, as passionate as it was sweet. “I might have wanted to wait a little while longer,” he admitted when he pulled away after a moment, “until things were less uncertain.” Miller stared down at her then, dark eyes suddenly fierce and intent. “But there isn’t anything I don’t love about the idea of you having my baby, Willie,” he growled, tone gone somewhat hoarse with emotion and a touch of something else.
And there was that cave-man possessive streak that drove her wild. Willie had heard it told that being pregnant made a woman more horny too. At least, that’s what she blamed it on when she suddenly pounced on him at that, her nails fisting into his dark hair while she kissed him deep and hungrily. Miller returned her affection ten-fold, a soft, hoarse groan tearing from his chest when he scooped her up and then carried her back into the main room.
For once their lovemaking was a lot less rough and hurried than it usually was. Instead it was achingly slow and gentle, so hot and sweet it stole her breath more than once. Either from the emotions running rampant in the both of them, or some unspoken fear of hurting the baby, the exact reason was uncertain. In any event Willie was boneless and exhausted by the end, curled up into Miller’s chest as he held her in the tangled covers.
A faint smile pulled at her mouth when one of his hands suddenly rubbed across her still-flat belly beneath the sheets, gently caressing. “Do you want a boy or a girl?” She felt him shrug a little in response.
“I don’t care,” he answered, “so long as it’s ours.” Willie snorted at that, as she had anticipated that sort of noncommittal answer, though the second half of it had her heart squeezing. She sighed, herself.
“I hope it’s a boy. I always got along with boys better than girls,” she admitted in way of an explanation. “And we have to name him something normal,” the pilot pronounced then rather forcefully, scowling. “Nothing like this off-the-wall bullshit our parents were enamored with. Something tried and true. Maybe even a little boring. Like John or David or James or Stephen or something.” Miller just chuckled, planting an affectionate kiss into her hair. Willie groaned a little then, eyes squeezing. “Oh God, now I gotta work up the nerve to tell my parents. They’re gonna flip out.”
Miller was silent for a minute, then, “well maybe we should tell them in person?” Willie lifted her head to stare at him and his eyebrow lifted slightly. “You could call your parents and tell them to meet us on Earth, or something. It would only take us a few days to get there from here if we took the shuttle. If we used some of the less-traveled shipping lanes, I think we’d be okay. We could meet with my parents first to give them the news, and then meet with your parents somewhere inconspicuous and public, to break it to them. Maybe over dinner or something. And then meet back up with the Plunder afterward.”
Willie just snorted a little, cuddling her face back into his chest. “That’s a great way to meet the parents of your significant other,” she droned somewhat dryly. “Hi, nice to meet you! I love your son and, oh, by the way, I’m pregnant and I’m gonna be having his kid any day now. Pass the salt, would you?”
Miller just shook his head a little, smiling wryly at her blunt humor. Then he sighed a little. My mother's response would be to be disappointed by the lack of a ring on your finger, and my father would give me a stern lecture about responsibility. Other than that, they’ll adore you.”
Willie chuckled a little herself. “Yeah, my mom’s probably going to be throwing out the ‘so when are you getting married’ question pretty heavy herself,” she admitted heavily. The idea of marriage was just as monumental and scary as the thought of having a baby, however. One thing at a time, Willie decided somewhat shakily, resolving not to dwell on it for now. “My dad’ll probably try and convince me to come back to Mars with him,” she continued blandly. “Again.”
Miller’s expression went carefully blank. “I'll just have to show him how safe you are with me,” he said casually, but that possessive look in his eye was no joke. Willie just sighed at that, cuddling back into his chest.
Nicholas Barbary hated the idea of his only daughter traipsing around the system with an ex-Mamba pirate, and when he found out she was pregnant he was likely going to become ten-times more ridiculous with his attempts to try and convince her to come back home. Which Miller—with as protective and possessive as he was—wouldn’t take kindly to at all.
Willie had a sneaking suspicion that this whole situation was going to get a lot worse before it got any better.